I killed myself tonight.
I just sat back and watch myself die.
There was no reliving of old memories,
no search for the past. 
The pain was nothing, was hardly there at all,
I cradled it, felt it, cherished it.  
But it was hardly there at all.

I killed myself tonight.
I felt as my last breath left my body,
and tasted my blood as it turned Metallic.
Nothing had ever tasted so sweet,
and nothing would ever again. 

I killed myself tonight, 
watched as my world turned black. 
I waited for that beloved prince called peace.
Had neither anger, nor spite, nor sadness, 
just felt it end.  

I killed myself tonight, 
and watched as they gather the souls,
those I did nothing for, 
the souls I didn't change. 
I watched as their tears fell,
and realized time would wash away fears.
as with my memory,
all will be forgotten and would heal.

I heard their goodbyes, 
their questions - Why?
The human race, range of emotions, 
Wondering who were the sane.
There was nothing to say, 
nothing done wrong.
Just realized that I didn't fit in, I didn't belong.  

So, I killed myself tonight.  

Written Word by Keeler Hunt
Analyzing the inability to feel like you belong in such 
an angry world, and for those "kids" in my life who 
chose to leave.