I killed myself tonight.
I just sat back and watch myself die.
There was no reliving of old memories,
no search for the past. 
The pain was nothing, was hardly there at all,
I cradled it, felt it, cherished it.  
But it was hardly there at all.

I killed myself tonight.
I felt as my last breath left my body,
and tasted my blood as it turned Metallic.
Nothing had ever tasted so sweet,
and nothing would ever again. 

I killed myself tonight, 
watched as my world turned black. 
I waited for that beloved prince ...
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